The answer to the question above is that I love colors. Especially the colors of the rainbow. In fact my name, Zawani means colorful in Islamic view.

 My life is also painted with colors. My days in the past, the present and the future are like colors. Dark represents the dark times and brighter colors are my happy moments.

Today my color is baby blue. Im in a weak situation and all i could to make it fine is to think blue.. baby blue erases the unwanted and heavy emotions that has given me illness.

Yesterday’s color was red. I was a bit moody and at the end of the day, the red color reached the very top of the reds. I was over pressurized and i burst. It became a bit pinker towards the late hours where my mind was filled with flowery memories and became a bit funkier. Although i was in a very weak situation, I could still detect the purple bits of emotion inside me.

Rainbow gives me happy colors except for red. Im not saying that red is always for sadness and anger, it may also represents the strength of love mingling around me.

 In other words, rainbow is my life. With the name that i bear, I will always have the magic. The rainbow magic…