Rainbow Magic

Happy is the sign of…

emiza79 — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 16:26:38 +0000

I feel weak… My soul has been slowly sucked out since.. I don’t know… Im craving for happiness every single day. So that I could enjoy my remaining life…

Think happy now…=) Think of rainbow. The name that you bear. haaaaaah….feel much better..hehehe.

Chow..;)

Crazy Chatz….

emiza79 — Mon, 28 Jan 2008 14:44:21 +0000

27/1/2008

I felt a bit crazy when suddenly i was invited to chat with more than ten TESLians..

It was funny and annoying:)

Nevertheless, I enjoyed it so much that I couldn’t stop chatting till almost midnight.

Those crazy chatterz were: Ally, Wani, Liyana Farah, Rahman, Rayna, Muiz, Yati, Jiah, Nora, Azimah and me (please tell me if I missed someone).

The crazy chatterz crazy words/phrases for the night: I LOVE YOU ALL, Orang Tua, Cookie, Maggi, MY *BUTT ABIS (my batt abis), DDR, This is totally annoying…., jubur, babysitting, Syg abg lai….~!, KALASAN SUCKS/SUCKED!**, penakut…

HAhahahaha…..

I love you ALL!!:)

Do I like Green?

emiza79 — Sun, 27 Jan 2008 13:24:53 +0000

Once or twice a few of my fellow TESL friends have shown their realization of me wearing GREEN almost everyday, asking and wondering why my baju kurung has always been green.

Well..actually i didnt realize it until one of them asked me about it. My baju kurung consists of many colors but most of them are, kind of, damaged.. due to everyday circumstances. Except for the green ones…

Weird eyh…;)

Btw, as I said earlier on in the previous posts, I love all colors especially the rainbow. They represent life in many ways, as in our moods, unexpected events, history and even the faintest thoughts crossing our minds…

Why rainbow?

emiza79 — Sat, 26 Jan 2008 16:11:20 +0000

The answer to the question above is that I love colors. Especially the colors of the rainbow. In fact my name, Zawani means colorful in Islamic view.

My life is also painted with colors. My days in the past, the present and the future are like colors. Dark represents the dark times and brighter colors are my happy moments.

Today my color is baby blue. Im in a weak situation and all i could to make it fine is to think blue.. baby blue erases the unwanted and heavy emotions that has given me illness.

Yesterday’s color was red. I was a bit moody and at the end of the day, the red color reached the very top of the reds. I was over pressurized and i burst. It became a bit pinker towards the late hours where my mind was filled with flowery memories and became a bit funkier. Although i was in a very weak situation, I could still detect the purple bits of emotion inside me.

Rainbow gives me happy colors except for red. Im not saying that red is always for sadness and anger, it may also represents the strength of love mingling around me.

In other words, rainbow is my life. With the name that i bear, I will always have the magic. The rainbow magic…